Undiagnosed

First I have motivation to blog and then I don’t. First I only get 12 hours of sleep a week, next thing I know, I’m sleeping 12 hours a day. When I get into heated arguments, I tend to black out and not remember anything about it. I usually have a fantastic memory but there are some days I can’t remember much. I was diagnosed with add when I was about 8 years old. I was never stressed about anything until I became an adult. I mean I freak out over every little thing and raise my voice. I feel like I can control it because I’m stronger than whatever this is. It’s all mental.